Friday, December 30, 2011
This challenge is to lose 20+ lbs or make your goal by the first day of spring 2012 which is march 21st. Please check out this link for the page below. If you want to join please follow the blog and leave a comment. Thanks so much!!
I look forward to hearing from some of you and I would appreciate it if you would pass this on to some people who may have missed Mir's challenge too and are looking for somewhere else to join.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
I created a challenge on weight watchers called lose 30 lbs or make goal by the first day of spring 2012. I am looking forward to going through this challenge with the lovely people who have already signed up for it :) 98 people in not even 3 whole days. That's awesome!! I was thinking about making a challenge like that on here but I wanted to see how many people if anybody would like to join. So if you are interested please let me know and I will open a challenge soon. I have noticed that not that many people seem to stop by anymore so i don't want to make something that nobody is interested in.
So how did everyone's holiday go? Are you looking forward to new years eve or are you a little scared of the multiple food choices you are going to endure? Also what are people's goals this year? I would love to hear them. So far I just have lose more weight and get my certifications (BLS and CPR) so I can get into a hospital even if just as an aide. I want more than though I usually have goals out the butt and I can't seem to think of any this year sonhopefully you guys give me some good ideas.
Well nice to talk t everyone again I hope to hear from some of you soon, if I don't hear from youor talk to you in the next couple days have a happy new year and stay on point with your diets. Stay strong and stay safe. Good luck all!!
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Well like I said in the opening I hope all of you had a great Christmas and in hope everyone got what they wanted. Stay on point and don't give up even if your stuck wight the same number for weeks at a time. There is hope and you can do it. Just try reaching out to someone or venting. It helps a lot and will put you back on target and get you moving again. Good luck all keep up the great work and stay strong!!!!
Monday, December 19, 2011
Any way with out further ado I did lose this week FINALLY!!! I am down 2 lbs yay!!! This puts me at 170 ugh that's up from original weigh in of 168 but I'm still a size 10 and measurements are still the same thank god! In any other case I'd be disappointed with myself but with what I went through and what I managed to do I'm not upset at all I know I will keep losing and get the where i want to be it's just when my body is ready not when I am. I can deal with this now. I have loved being in the challenge even though sometimes I was late on posting and got so overwhelmed with things in the end tha I couldn't comment like I should have. Sorry to all of you for that. Well I didn't get the dress I had in mind due to money issues but here's my new addition :)
Sunday, December 11, 2011
So way off topic but I was studying and happened to come across bag of bones series by Stephen king on a&e and let me tell you GREAT show or so it seems so far. It comes on tomorrow starting at 7 and repeats every four hours. So you can catch tonight's and tomorrow's. Seriously though you should def check it out :)
In other news my final is tomorrow and im crossing my fingers something serious haha. I have to hit the books again so I'm sorry but once again this is a short post. I plan on getting back to blogging more faithfully when i get a break from everything. I miss it :( I hope all is well with everyone and I hope everyone's weight loss has been going great. I will ttyl!!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
I MAINTAINED AGAIN!!! what the heck.... I think I hit a palteau. This weight is not moving, I guess thats better than gaining though so I am happy especially since I didnt gain during the holiday. Now I just have to defeat xmas and new years with no gains.
How has everyone else been? I hope you all lost or maintained as well. I will try to blog again later, and if I do it will be a late one as always lol. Good luck all.
Monday, November 21, 2011
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Friday, October 7, 2011
So one of my fellow blogges is having a give away of a craft she made. I entered this because she is such an amazing women and here blog is awesome! She made a cute little craft out of cork board that days motivation very cutely around the top of it. It's honestly a great craft that I would never have thought of(major props BTW) you could hang your motivational pictures and quotes off on it and it would be a daily reminder of why you are doing this and keep you going strong even when your discouraged. You can change them too which is awesome so you don't have to stare at the same one all the time.The best part of all it won't take up any space you cab hang it on your wall :) I hope I when this because it would mean a lot to me one because a fellow Blogger, weight loss friend, and challenger made this herself to help a person in need and boy am I in need right now LOL and two because I like never win anything so sad I know haha well anyway you all should check it out and even if you don't win you will have a new interesting blog to read right? Well the choice is yours and good luck....
I hope that shows up I am posting this on my phone if not I will edit it later.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
I am also so drained always tired I feel like I am at the burn out stage. ( I hope you guys know a little bit about psychology and don't think I am talking about a burn out *pothead* lol) I don't know how I am even functioning anymore no lie. Its exhausting its putting all my goals plans and more importantly my career on hold. I love them to death and I love my sis to death but its like I already did this for a month I cant do it anymore. I would take them to her if I had the money but I am broke as a joke. No lie. Sorry I had to vent :)
I was ready to go up to the YMCA and ask for their financial assistance like I had at one point of time so I could start going to the gym again. They offer babysitting while you work out so that's a plus and the fact that I could then throw my daughters bday parties there and she could have swim lessons all at discounted prices because I am a member. I hope I can still get up there to drop off the form it would be nice to go somewhere and work off all this exhaustion and anger I face on a daily basis haha!.
Well I am trying my hardest to do better this week but Its not happening to well. Yesterday I did good until dinner time I was at 22 pp and then It went down hill because me being stupid said well I am already over my points and I figured since the fam was getting chick-fil-a why get a 12 pp salad if I could have a meal for near the same points. Cough Cough DO NOT EVER THINK LIKE THAT THERE EVER I ate a freaking 30 point meal REALLY!!!????!!! I didn't know that was possible. Def. will never make that mistake again sticking to salads there.
So today I did good so far but I do see me going over 3-4 points :( not too bad though and I am going to try to make it so that doesn't happen by make my food even smaller lol I have to and I will do this, with or without babies. I know I have said that before but I am messing up everything I worked so hard for. Everything!!! Well that's all I think I got my venting and my mistakes out there. I will ttyl. I hope everyones day/week is going great!!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
So I did drink plenty of water but did not stay on calorie as I should of. I also have yet to have time to sit down and read my chicken soup book. I hope to get to this soon I love these books so much. As I said last time though I love my 400 calorie book. I also was slacking in exercise this week too. I only exercised probably 2 times this week and nothing too exciting either. I feel disgusted in myself eww lol I have noticed that my first post I posted I wear a size 10 pants now and a size 8 dress.... well I have noticed that's was only true with stretch pants and and only certain dresses. so I think I will be changing my goal dress size to an official 8 or a 6 in the same brand dress I have now that already fit me. If that makes sense lol. I know from experience V.S. dresses are a little on the smaller side so I don't want to have a goal I know wont happen.
Well I hope everyone else had a great WI and a great week! Sorry for the long post and I promise give me 2 weeks and I will be back and stronger than ever, but for now I'm on a roller coaster ride. TTYL
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Okay as for my goals:
I was slacking on exercising and water this week :( tiss tiss on me
I worked out 2 times and I drank lots of water but not near my goal I think on average I may have got 80 oz a day.
Although I slipped on counting calories a couple days this week, I am loving my cookbook :) Have not opened the chicken soup book yet being as I just got it in the mail a couple days ago and it happened to be and still is try to study while babies are sleeping/gone. You guys should def. check it out 400 Calorie Fix the easy new rule for permanent weight loss by liz vaccariello.
So I was baby free (except my little one who just wanted free time with her Momma) from 2pm and still am until about 3pm today feels weird now not having my sis' twins here but they will be back my brother and his gf wanted to borrow them lol Go right ahead I have a test on monday you would be helping me out. But figures they wont keep them for football no matter how much I begged them lol.
I hope to read everyones updates later and actually get around to commenting everyone this week. Sorry to those of you that I could not get around to commenting last week So Sorry :( I will do my best today. Good luck this week all and I hope last week went good for everyone. Until next time TTYL
Sunday, September 18, 2011
I hope everyone else had a great loss or maintained. I will get around to commenting tomorrow I seriously have my hands full right now. I wish blogger on my phone had all the features the website has because then it would make all this so much easier to maintain. I wish you all luck as always and like I have already said I hope you all had a great WI! I will blog later since this is so short. TTYL
Thursday, September 15, 2011
I have been doing great counting up points and calories and have been getting in lots of water I am a little short on the water but I am def. close. I have been getting in 112 ounces and I need 128 to make a gallon so "close but no cigar"
Well I hope all is well with everyone I have been going a little crazy over here with the babies and school and my daughter so I am sorry if I have been slacking on commenting your blogs. I am lacking on sleep right now so I am taking my butt off to bed before they wake up again to get some z's in. Good night all, stay motivated and stay strong!!
Monday, September 12, 2011
Thursday, September 8, 2011
I am starting off at 168 lbs (yes I gained weight.... Sad) I want to get down to 150 or 140 haven't decided yet we will see as we get closer :)
My dress size right now is an 8-10 I wish to get down to a 6-8 (right now I wear a size 10 pant so I want to be a size 8 pant size 6 dress)
My exercises will be bicycle crunches and my stationary bike
Daily Caloric goal 1200
Amount of water consumed a day one gallon
My books are 400 calorie fix and chicken soup for the dieters soul
My dress I have already posted but will post again...
I am here for any support or motivation needed by anyone just ask I do not mind trust me I love helping ppl and would not feel bothered in the least bit.I can't wait to read everyone's updates and can't wait to get to know everyone. We can do this ladies!!! Well I hope I didn't forget anything.... If so I will update. Ttyl
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
So moving on I am on point today and plan to stay that way. Its hard when you have barley anything healthy to eat in the house and you have no grocery money until tomorrow night. How have you been doing with your diet? Good I hope. Well I have to get my butt back to studying just wanted to take a little break and blog. I will ttyl. Hope all is well with everyone.
Monday, September 5, 2011
I also went to a wine festival this weekend where a local celtic rock band was playing. I had a great time! I love the irish!! The atmosphere was incredible and the people were friendly this is a must for next spring and summer I think I just might go each week lol
I didnt do good yesterday points wise and everyone is aware that saturdays are my day to do me so I got to kick my butt into high gear this week. I have to manage to study for two tests and somehow get some exercise in. I can do this!!
I can not believe I have two test already so my second say of class for bio I have a test and my second day of lab I have a test. I think they are trying to kill me already in the beginning of the semester. AHH!! haha.
Well I am little busy with studying right now but had to drop in and see how everyone was doing and let you all know how my WI and weekend went. Enjoy your labor day and be safe!!
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Well moving on yesterday I didn't eat breakfast I know bad right...
Bagel thin ham turkey and ww cheese with 14 pringles light sour cream and onion with Lipton diet green tea citrus 7pp
3 fig newton cookie things lol cranberry citrus with water 3pp
Panera bread Pick 2 half cup of broccoli cheddar and a half Thai chopped salad with a whole grain baguette with grape fruit2o 14pp
fiber one brownie (eh not as good as it looked) 2pp
I really feel like I ate something else but I guess not lol. I also signed up for myfitnesspal so I can start tracking calories too. Sad thing is you can only chose to lose 2 lbs a week at the most and even when I did that my calorie intake will only let me lose 1.4 a week :( I WANT 2 LBS LOL. so today I will be tracking calories with points This isn't going to be fun but should be very interesting. Well that's all for now I hope all is well with everyone. Have a great day! TTYL
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
I am determined this week to at least lose 2 lbs. I don't know if its going to happen but I am determined. I need to lose more than a lb a week. I am so close to goal and so close to 50 lb star :) I am thinking of if I am going to change my goal weight or not. I think I will be happy at 150 but then again 140 sounds pretty good too lol. We will see how I feel look wise and go from there I guess. I was 150 after I had my daughter and at the time that was the heaviest I had ever been and I loved my body until I kept gaining and gaining. Oh that was such a nightmare I could not believe I really gained over 60 lbs in a year. HOW?? I used to be 120 I could eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and I gained 60 lbs eating pretty normal compared to how I used to eat. It was devastating. I don't want to lose you guys with that already been told boring story again so lets move this blog on
Today I have had breakfast a snack and lunch already and I have 14 more points for one more snack and dinner which works well.
a bagel thin and ww cream cheese for breakfast with some fresh cherries and fruit2o 5pp
healthy pop popcorn mini bag with diet green tea citrus 100% natural 3pp
a bagel thin with ww cheese deli chicken and ham(each are 1pp for 6 pieces, I use 3 pieces each) and mustard with 28 grams of lays light original fat free chips with diet green tea citrus 100% natural 7pp
sour airhead strips ( it thin that's what its called lol) half pack 2.5pp
I know so not healthy but I have been craving sweets lovely TOM again 2 times this month REALLY?? I guess that's what stress does to you.
3 chicken Italian sausages(no bun) diced up with zucchini squash and hot peppers over white rice with either water or green tea 11pp
Well this is a pretty long one so I'm going to wrap it up with I hope everyone had a good weekend and start of the new week and I hope everyones diet is going great. TTYL
Saturday, August 27, 2011
So school starts on Monday UGHHHH so not looking forward to it. Biology SUCKS lol I need to study my butt off and get a tutor I need a high b or an a I want my GPA to keep going up not staying the same or going down. I want a 4.0 or higher lol before I get to the actual nursing program :) so close just got to knock out this semester and 2 more Biology classes. I'm hoping to be in the program by summer or fall of 2012 this seems like its been forever already but its only been a year.
Well that's all for today I don't have anything that's really interesting to talk about so I hope all is well and everyone had great WI's this week. Stay motivated and keep moving forward. TTYL
Monday, August 22, 2011
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Me and Jonita have 19 lbs to lose to reach goal we are trying to support each other through here and good old google+ to get to our goal and maintain it so we can become LIFE TIME MEMBERS YAY!! We can do this I know we can. If we lost 2 lbs a week from now on we would reach goal by October 29th That would be amazing so not only would I be having my Halloween celebration I could be celebrating reaching goal with a great online companion :) Then we would go through maintenance for I believe it is 6 weeks?? and we have to stay within 1-2 lbs to our goal weight. WE CAN DO THIS!!!!! I'm excited I have someone to do this with and that is literally the same distance away from goal as I am. I do however have an extra .2 but no biggie.
How was everyones weekend? Hope all is well and everyone is doing great on their way to their goals! TTYL
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Today was a depressing day I got bad news about a close friend of the family I ate completely like shit. I mean today usually is my cheat day but for some reason I felt bad about it, and I didn't get to ride my bike as of now. Maybe I will try to get it in later who knows.
So how was everyone elses WI if they had one today and if not how has your day/week been going? I hope all is well and everyone is getting their work outs in.
Friday, August 19, 2011
I was watching TV and I keep seeing these commercials for these cookies that are "Good for you" called whonu? and decided to give them a try. They are pretty darn good lol. They have 20 different vitamins and minerals the same amount of fiber as a bowl of cereal and all kinds of stuff read up on it and try them some time they are pretty tasty.
Sorry but I am going to keep this overly short for me because I am so tired and just want to relax, and I don't have much to say either lol I am anxious about tomorrow. Hope all is well with everyone! TTYT so I can write about my WI. Wish me luck!
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
On top of the things listed in the first paragraph I am super excited that it is football season already and I will be having my Sundays and some Mondays to be glued to my TV screen yelling like a maniac lol HAHA and then I cant forget school. I am making it my mission to get a tutor or whatever possible to receive an A or B in Biology I want my GPA to stay up there... actually me being greedy wants it to raise .8 lol I start a seasonal job in the end of October or the first of November not quite sure but this will give me some type of money to spoil my kid with... and myself :) lol. I will be so happy when I finally put a new piece of clothing on my body. I want to go vintage as i told lots of my friends and family I am in love with vintage inspired clothing and will rock it to the fullest.
Enough about me... How has everyone else been?? I haven't seen post from most ppl and for the lovely ones that never stopped posting I have been reading and I will get around to getting to everyones Pages to comment! ALSO WELCOME NEWBIES AND NEW FOLLOWERS!! It puts a big smile on my face when I sign in and see I have acquired yet another lovely blogger. I just want everyone to know and I know I have stretched this beyond belief but hey it never hurts to remind... I am here for anything you may need a friend to talk to or to vent to or for any type of questions or support you may need. Do not feel afraid to ask I have either been there before and am there now lol. If it is personal feel free to email me email@example.com. Keep up the great work Guys and Gals you are all amazing! Until next time....
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
So moving on my car is all messed up and I have no money to fix it and I start school in a month GRRRR why me everything always hits at the same time because all my money will be on important bills which means I may be busing it to school.... ewwww..... I don't ever go on a bus I walk before going on a bus. This is going to be a kick down in my self esteem lol Its ok though because I am not going to think about it or ruin my day I have been happy for the past couple days which is rare for me so my new outlook is truly working and I hope it keeps up :)
And here is a pic of me and my little girl since i talk and talk about her but you never seen her
Yes I straightened her hair today it is normally curly sue lol. Well I'm off to enjoy her and my day (yes mine I had her this is exciting for me too) TTYL hope all is well!
Sunday, July 24, 2011
I do have an update on my new outlook on life... it seems to be moving a lot smoother. I had a very rough start but I am starting to get the hang of it. I have noticed that dressing nice is putting the boost back in my life that was missing. I have like no clothes now and no funds for it at this time lol so I have been wearing exercise stuff. That's bumbing it if you knew me you would know that. I always wore heels and nice clothes now I am stuck with exercise clothes and tennis shoes. :( UGH. I can not wait to go shopping. I know I have months till I can do this but ooooo it will be worth the wait. When I dressed the way I used to I could be in the worse mood ever and be breaking out thinking i look like poo but as soon as I put my outfit on I felt like a million bucks. I could of passed for a conceited person lol. No lie. and I am FAR from that. I suffered with self esteem issues since I can even remember. sucks but hey I have been dealing with it well for 5 years till I had to wear this crap lol.
What is new with everyone else its a little quiet on here once again. I hope to hear from everyone soon, hope all is well.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
On the other hand I have noticed how when ppl lose weight they love how their body is looking well not me I am losing everything it seems but my nasty belly its annoying. I know I have lost the most from there but its least noticed. GRRRR!!! I need to get money fast so I can get a new wardrobe to sexy myself up. I feel unattractive specially to my bf :( Hes probably looking elsewhere now but I can not blame him if he is. I dont like the new me why would he? This is a little bit on the depressing side so lets move on. lol.
I am trying to have a new approach and outlook in life we will see how it goes. I am trying the I dont care type lol Like live life to the fullest dont let things bother me and if it is something that is bound to do not dwell on it. Hopefully this will make me happier. Another thing is smile more. I found this to be hard sometimes but when you sit back and think of something you are grateful for it gets easy real fast. I am sure everyone has atleast one thing they are grateful for right?
So this is all for now sorry so short but I will update soon. I dont want to depress you guys I am in a confused feeling day as I try to switch my outlook and with everything thats been going on. I will get past this in a few hours so dont worry about me. Songs for today Lynyrd skynyrd Freebird and 311 lovesong(also remade recently by adele). Hope all is well ttyl, and have a good day!
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Moving on this is too mushy lol I have been doing BAD on my diet Today was the first day of trying to stay on point I think I did ok, but I will not be surprised one bit at all if when I weigh in the scale reads 10 lbs higher. OH MY I'M SCARED!!! I need to get my butt back on track I don't know why I am having so much trouble with it this past week. UGH!!!
Well I am going to spend time with my sis before she has to be off to the hospital. I will ttyl. I can not wait to meet these beautiful little girls!!! Hope all is well!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
So I am going to Georgia to be with my sister for a week :) shes delivering the twins on the 11th and I am driving down on Saturday early early morning so no WI this week or next week til Sunday I cant see the damage I have done. Grrr. I am taking food with me though so I can attempt to stay on point and they have a pool and an elliptical so I can and will get my exercise in.
Now for the other bad... This was shocking to me... It ruined my WHOLE ENTIRE DAY!! The Casey Anthony verdict. OMG!!!!!! I have been watching this damn trial for 3 years and with the prosecutions closing arguments and rebuttal I was sure she would be tried as guilty. ALL CAME BACK NOT GUILTY??? Did we have the 12 most stupid ppl in Florida for jury members? Were they asleep these three years? LACK OF EVIDENCE? EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING POINTED TO HER. I HOPE THEY CAN LIVE WITH THE FACT THAT THEY LET A MURDERER GO. THE FACT THAT THIS MURDERER WILL BECOME A MILLIONAIRE OFF OF HER DAUGHTERS DEATH. ugh makes me sick to my stomach!!! I actually cried, yes cried when I heard this. That poor little girl will never have justice because its going to walk out the door this Thursday...most likely. I can only hope and pray that (pardon my french) this bitch gets what she deserves. People are saying OJ # 2 no no no OJ didn't even have this much evidence against him he didn't kill and innocent defenseless child. What could a child do to you to make you toss it out like garbage? She is a sick person and I hope someone or something gets her in return. Pardon my french again but FUCK YOU CASEY ANTHONY I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!
cough cough lol sorry I could have wrote a story on this, shit maybe I will before she gets a chance. A story explaining all the emotions and confusion through out the case to the pure and utter disbelief and shock of the outcome.
Any way now for my good out of all this bad besides the twins coming :) I got a blogger back. Exciting I thought I was annoying her, and if I was at least I annoyed her enough to make her come back lol. Happy to have you back Ashley we have missed you and I have never stopped believing that you can and will get to your goal. Let me know if you need anything at all. I am here.
Well that's all for today. TTYL and hope to hear from you all.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
On another note I got my mom and Brittany to start again :) hopefully Brittany doesn't give up on me again. I know she can do it to. My mom is doing well she is slowly but surly losing weight in her words lol. I think she is doing awesome. She has lost about 20 lbs. I am still here for anyone that needs extra help/support and motivation. I will not be bothered feel free to ask ANYTHING!
I have been lazy lol but staying focused. I have a salad fetish even more than usual now days too. I have had like 4 salads in 2 days lol. Guess what I am having for dinner? Yup another salad. Chef salad mmmm. Oh and if you get a chance try chick-fil-a's southwest chargrilled salad. It is so good. It is 12 points plus for everything but I only use half the dressing so its about 10 pp. I don't care I think it is so worth it. Their salads are so good.
I have cheat weekends now. Not good I try for only one day but it keeps ending up sat. and sun. as cheat days :( Its so good though but I don't lose as much. As always I am not looking forward to Saturdays WI because I completely gorged on a cheese steak and fries on sat. I will take whatever comes to me for that because it was SO WORTH IT!! haha. I haven't had a cheese steak for a good while. I was craving it and I fulfilled that craving. I have always had a cheat day for me but 2 is too many I need to get myself together. I haven't gained in the whole 19 weeks I have been doing this and I don't need to start now. GET IT TOGETHER KIM!!
How has everyone who is still hanging in there doing? Good I hope. Good luck to everyone and keep it up you can do it! TTYL
Sunday, June 19, 2011
So I weighed in yesterday and lost 1 lb. Yay! I mean I could have done better but I will take it :) I now weigh 169.8 WOW I AM IN THE 160'S!!!! I haven't been there in so long!! Great feeling. I fit in to my clothes I haven't been able to wear for 2 almost 3 years and some of them are even feeling a little to big on me now. I also noticed another true YAY moment for me. I am 19.4 lbs away from my goal weigh. 19 lbs and I will be in a healthy weight range for my height. Amazing! Well all of this will happen in 19 more lbs if I keep it at 150 I might drop to 140 we will see. I have officially lost 42.8 lbs in 19 weeks I believe WOW ! That's great I am ooberly proud of myself. lol. Yes I said ooberly.
On other news I took the little girl to the Washington zoo yesterday with her cousin her uncle and his girlfriend. It was fun but too hot for the poor little animals to want to come outside. I cant believe how much they charge for things either. I paid 4 dollars for a hot dog for my daughter and 3 dollars for a bottle of water for me... this is more expensive than a baseball games prices. And don't even get me started on souvenir's. Awful!.
So how has everyone else been? any good weigh in's? or fun week end excitements?
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Lets see what else have you nice people missed. My sister is expected to delivery in the next 2-3 weeks which would mean I will be riding down to georgia I guess that will be a nice vacation Just hope I can WI somewhere down there and hope my bf doesnt do anything stupid while I am away. See he said he was gonna come with me and now he wants to stay home. I have been cheated on by every other bf so when situations that normal ppl wouldnt think anything of I get worried. Sucks. I mean dont get me wrong I trust him I really do I dont know what my problem is. :( If he was going to he would and I would never know anyway so I dont know why I am stressing it. I really wanted him to come with me though. We could go swimming together and all kinds of stuff it would be like a mini vacation with the love and I would get to see my sister It would be two great things in one. I guess this will be his time to relax and be free of having a gf beside him all the time. Men need a break some times to be a man and women need some time to be women. This will be fine. I will just be missing him for a week+.
So how has everyone else diets been? I have only seen a few updates. I feel a lot of people gave up on blogging everyday, I would everyday I just dont have anything to write about. When school starts again I will be at it strong lol. Once again for all my WW buddies I am online now feel free to find and request me and we can support one another on there too. my username is kimc87.
Well I will ttyl When I have something else to chat about.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
I think i told everyone that I passed all my classes right? Well my dumb ass of a teacher gave me the wrong grade so now I am waiting for them to fix it. I was like really you gave me a C and I got A's on everything except one test I got a B and one test I completely failed. I should at least get a B and he was like Ooo your right I am sorry. YOU SHOULD BE!! lol j/k. We will see if it is ever posted.
For more conversation my bf's kids officially hate me for no reason at all. and I mean at all!!! So I can only be there to stay the night now when his kids are not there. His oldest like lives there now so depressingly I will never see my bf now. Sucks! Especially when your used to seeing someone almost every day. I have stayed at his house at least 5 days or more a week for the past 3 years and now I will only see him if I am lucky twice. UGH!! I'm gonna be a lonely sad Kim. I would just love to know why they hate me so much or most of all why 3 years later is this going to come out? What have I done to them? I try to help them when they are going to get in trouble, I try to give them rides, food etc. Idk I think someone is pumping their heads with BS about me or something because I have done nothing but good to and for them.
Other than that I have completely indulged for the past 3 days... I feel disgusting! I think I probably gained too which is depressing but hey I had fun. I will just have to step my game up to lose them extra lbs. I cant even be sad or mad about it because I knew exactly what I was doing and even thought twice about it but said eh what the hell... Which then brings me here. Feeling disgusting, fatter, and stupid. O well!!
So how has everyone else been? Hope all has been good. I will blog again when I am not so boring LoL
Saturday, May 28, 2011
So what is everyones plans for this lovely weekend? Unfortunately I have to be stuck at home :( I will try to make the best of it and have a nice cook out here and try to do something fun with the kiddie. I was trying to go to ocean city but didn't have the funds. Her last months tuition took me flat broke. Oh well that's the life of a single mother lol.
Well I have been keeping these short and sweet. Sorry but I havent had much to do which leave not too much to talk about. Have a great weekend and be safe on the roads we all know drunks are out on this nice holiday weekend!! Ttyl
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Also I told her I was going to blog this so today in the first day in the history of me and Brittany lol she admitted to being wrong today! GASP!! I know right? lol I had to put that out there it was quite amazing as she has never admitted being wrong to me before.
....Moving on.... lol How has everyones day gone? Mine was pretty shitty until I had a small chat with a great blogging buddy:) Thanks Ashley you are a great friend and there when I need to talk to someone. And then it just got better as the day continued and I received my grades. It been kind of quiet on here once again.... Just trying to check up on everyone. Well thats all I got for tonight. TTYL!
Monday, May 23, 2011
I am glad to see some people came back and updated their blogs. Glad to see you guys are doing well and haven't forgot about us :). let me know if any of you need any help with anything. Also I think I told everyone I joined online ww... If you do online ww too feel free to look me up and we can be support there too. Kimc87 is my user name and I used firstname.lastname@example.org as my email. I look forward to seeing you guys there as well. I am in a lazy mood today though so I don't have much to write. I will def. try to write again later or tomorrow. Until then have a great day and keep up the great work. ttyl.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
I am glad to see a fellow blogger is doing the whole couponing thing. If anybody else already does this PLEASE HELP WITH ANY ADVICE. I need to save money and I don't care how many hours a week it may take. I have 2 and a half months to get the time down before school starts again. lol.
Any way how is everyone. I see lots of people have been slacking on blogging too, this makes me not feel as bad. :) I hope everyones weight loss has been going good. Keep it up people, everybody is doing so well.
Well that's all for now I will ttyl. Have a great Sunday!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Sorry this is short but I just want to relax it feels like its been too long... I hope everything has been going good with everyone I have been internetless until today. TTYL
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Well after I walked I went to weigh In even though when I was going to the gym they told me never to work out and then weigh in because it will cause you to gain weight due to swollen muscles. If that is true I weighed in and still lost 1 lb so that could possibly mean I lost more? Either way I am happy I lost at least one pound :) cheers me up and that takes me down to 175.4 YAY!
How is everyone else doing today? Hope you all are enjoying your weekend and not stressing too much on finals like me lol. Well that's all I have for right now I will ttyl!
Friday, May 13, 2011
Well I got 3 papers done but I completely failed a test :( sucks. My hardest project however I got an A on YAY! So I weigh in tomorrow and have my walk too. I am a little scared to be honest with you. I think I may have gained. We will see because I can never trust my scale anyway. I have been eating pretty crappy because of all my stress, but 4 more days and I am done. I can not wait I am overly exhausted, my eyes burn by 3 pm. I have one more big paper to write and 2 finals and I am DONE!!!!! well til next semester lol.
How has everyone been? Anything new going on? This is a shorty but I can barely see to type. I will ttyl. Wish me luck!
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
So moving on so I don't keep talking you heads off about school. I have to say I read someones blog today while I had a 5 min break in class and I have to call them out lol. Jess I have to say I am very proud of you! You have been working your butt off and I have noticed with all your logs. Jess is down 24 lbs and some ounces since January!! She has also noticed where he comfort zone was and has decided she will not settle for it anymore, which is amazing to me. Most ppl when they have a comfort zone do not notice it really wasn't that comfortable or healthy. Most people just stop at the lowest they have been or the lowest they have been comfortable with and do not even try for where they WANT to be comfortable at. This is amazing to me one because she noticed and two because she isn't going to settle. I had to comment on her page telling her I was proud of her and that statement because that statement brought a lot of truth back that I don't want anyone to encounter. Mine was not with weight but I settled and when I got smacked in my face one morning by my own hand saying dumb a** what are you doing I realized how much I was hurting myself, how much I was suffering, and how miserable I was for settling. I noticed where I could have been at if I didn't settle and what I lost out on for years. I promised myself I would never settle for anything again and I wouldn't let anyone settle either. So please Do not settle for anything because in the end you get less than what you actually settled for. When you settle you bring on frustration and misery. You let yourself down basically. Settling is like saying to yourself your not worth it, or you do not deserve this, when in all reality you are and you do. Once again I am very proud of you girly you are a great motivation and inspiration and I know you will continue to be. Good luck even though I know you don't need any and Keep it up You are doing great!!
I also decided to log everything I ate today so I don't keep slacking. I know I am busy but that's not an excuse. I do not want to gain my weight back NOT EVEN AN OUNCE. So I need to get my arse on the ball. How has everyone else been? Anything they would like to share? I hope everyones weigh in's go good this week, all of you keep your heads up and keep doing the great jobs you are doing. Who knows you might get me to blog about you too lol :) Well that's all for now. TTYL