Sunday, October 23, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Friday, October 7, 2011
So one of my fellow blogges is having a give away of a craft she made. I entered this because she is such an amazing women and here blog is awesome! She made a cute little craft out of cork board that days motivation very cutely around the top of it. It's honestly a great craft that I would never have thought of(major props BTW) you could hang your motivational pictures and quotes off on it and it would be a daily reminder of why you are doing this and keep you going strong even when your discouraged. You can change them too which is awesome so you don't have to stare at the same one all the time.The best part of all it won't take up any space you cab hang it on your wall :) I hope I when this because it would mean a lot to me one because a fellow Blogger, weight loss friend, and challenger made this herself to help a person in need and boy am I in need right now LOL and two because I like never win anything so sad I know haha well anyway you all should check it out and even if you don't win you will have a new interesting blog to read right? Well the choice is yours and good luck....
I hope that shows up I am posting this on my phone if not I will edit it later.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
I am also so drained always tired I feel like I am at the burn out stage. ( I hope you guys know a little bit about psychology and don't think I am talking about a burn out *pothead* lol) I don't know how I am even functioning anymore no lie. Its exhausting its putting all my goals plans and more importantly my career on hold. I love them to death and I love my sis to death but its like I already did this for a month I cant do it anymore. I would take them to her if I had the money but I am broke as a joke. No lie. Sorry I had to vent :)
I was ready to go up to the YMCA and ask for their financial assistance like I had at one point of time so I could start going to the gym again. They offer babysitting while you work out so that's a plus and the fact that I could then throw my daughters bday parties there and she could have swim lessons all at discounted prices because I am a member. I hope I can still get up there to drop off the form it would be nice to go somewhere and work off all this exhaustion and anger I face on a daily basis haha!.
Well I am trying my hardest to do better this week but Its not happening to well. Yesterday I did good until dinner time I was at 22 pp and then It went down hill because me being stupid said well I am already over my points and I figured since the fam was getting chick-fil-a why get a 12 pp salad if I could have a meal for near the same points. Cough Cough DO NOT EVER THINK LIKE THAT THERE EVER I ate a freaking 30 point meal REALLY!!!????!!! I didn't know that was possible. Def. will never make that mistake again sticking to salads there.
So today I did good so far but I do see me going over 3-4 points :( not too bad though and I am going to try to make it so that doesn't happen by make my food even smaller lol I have to and I will do this, with or without babies. I know I have said that before but I am messing up everything I worked so hard for. Everything!!! Well that's all I think I got my venting and my mistakes out there. I will ttyl. I hope everyones day/week is going great!!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
So I did drink plenty of water but did not stay on calorie as I should of. I also have yet to have time to sit down and read my chicken soup book. I hope to get to this soon I love these books so much. As I said last time though I love my 400 calorie book. I also was slacking in exercise this week too. I only exercised probably 2 times this week and nothing too exciting either. I feel disgusted in myself eww lol I have noticed that my first post I posted I wear a size 10 pants now and a size 8 dress.... well I have noticed that's was only true with stretch pants and and only certain dresses. so I think I will be changing my goal dress size to an official 8 or a 6 in the same brand dress I have now that already fit me. If that makes sense lol. I know from experience V.S. dresses are a little on the smaller side so I don't want to have a goal I know wont happen.
Well I hope everyone else had a great WI and a great week! Sorry for the long post and I promise give me 2 weeks and I will be back and stronger than ever, but for now I'm on a roller coaster ride. TTYL