Never Wait Until Last Min. -Kim-

As everybody knows I am going to Ireland, so I need a passport. Well when I called the post office months ago they told me it wasn't guaranteed to be there by then so to wait to get an expedited passport well they didn't tell me they had that service but they def. told me where to find one so now I might be SOL. GREAT!! that would suck to not be able to go on my Christmas present trip :(. Well I went all the way up to dc like i said and forgot my birth certificate so you guys wont hear from me until late tonight or tomorrow because I have to make my way up there AGAIN and try to get this done. Then when they process it if I am accepted which I better be I have to ride back up there again to pick my passport. Too much to do before this trip.

 My bright bf*I love him but he def. didn't think here* has us departing from new york so now we have at least a 4 to 6 hour drive to the airport then a 11 hour flight. oh btw did I tell you I get motion sickness. lol This is going to be fun. I can't sleep in car or on a plane either so Im going to be so tired and I will probably be a complete bitch. Poor Bf! He is going to have a shitty first day in Ireland with me. It should get better though.

 My depression is really putting a tole on us right now. We got into a pretty good fight last night because of it. He is one of those people who don't want to hear it if he doesn't believe it. So I feel unattractive and he says I don't know why you are starting this shit and it just got worse from there on. I don't know why I am like this but when I get into one of those moods I have low self esteem and just depressed not a good mix. I just want him to reassure me hug me something.... Why are guys so difficult?

 Well my psychology teacher is starting to look pissed lol so I will ttyl. Let me know any good news.