A test on the second day?

So as you all may have read I started my new semester at school yesterday. I am only taking 2 classes this semester being as I only have biology classes left and I'm not going to confuse myself with multiple bio's So this semester I am taking bio 110 and math 111, two awful classes if I may add. Any who I got told by my bio teacher well you don't have class Friday because that's your lab day and you don't have class Monday because of labor day but when you come back on Wednesday you will have your first test. WHAT? WHO DOES THAT? so not looking forward to this :( Then my math teacher tells us we have 2 projects I never even knew you could do math projects.... Interesting.

Well moving on yesterday I didn't eat breakfast I know bad right...

Lunch:
Bagel thin ham turkey and ww cheese with 14 pringles light sour cream and onion with Lipton diet green tea citrus  7pp

Snack:
3 fig newton cookie things lol cranberry citrus with water 3pp

Dinner:
Panera bread Pick 2 half cup of broccoli cheddar and a half Thai chopped salad with a whole grain baguette with grape fruit2o 14pp

Snack:
Cherries 0pp

Dessert:
fiber one brownie (eh not as good as it looked) 2pp

I really feel like I ate something else but I guess not lol. I also signed up for myfitnesspal so I can start tracking calories too. Sad thing is you can only chose to lose 2 lbs a week at the most and even when I did that my calorie intake will only let me lose 1.4 a week :( I WANT 2 LBS LOL. so today I will be tracking calories with points This isn't going to be fun but should be very interesting. Well that's all for now I hope all is well with everyone. Have a great day! TTYL

Tomorrow is school

I'm kind of worried about how I'm going to get my work out in and do everything I need to do through out the day with the little one on my butt lol I'm taking two subjects which require a lot of study time and work time. I can do this though Right?

I am determined this week to at least lose 2 lbs. I don't know if its going to happen but I am determined. I need to lose more than a lb a week. I am so close to goal and so close to 50 lb star :) I am thinking of if I am going to change my goal weight or not. I think I will be happy at 150 but then again 140 sounds pretty good too lol. We will see how I feel look wise and go from there I guess. I was 150 after I had my daughter and at the time that was the heaviest I had ever been and I loved my body until I kept gaining and gaining. Oh that was such a nightmare I could not believe I really gained over 60 lbs in a year. HOW?? I used to be 120 I could eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and I gained 60 lbs eating pretty normal compared to how I used to eat. It was devastating. I don't want to lose you guys with that already been told boring story again so lets move this blog on

Today I have had breakfast a snack and lunch already and I have 14 more points for one more snack and dinner which works well.
Breakfast:
 a bagel thin and ww cream cheese for breakfast with some fresh cherries and fruit2o 5pp
Snack:
healthy pop popcorn mini bag with diet green tea citrus 100% natural 3pp
Lunch:
a bagel thin with ww cheese deli chicken and ham(each are 1pp for 6 pieces, I use 3 pieces each) and mustard with 28 grams of lays light original fat free chips  with diet green tea citrus 100% natural 7pp
 Snack:
sour airhead strips ( it thin that's what its called lol) half pack 2.5pp
I know so not healthy but I have been craving sweets lovely TOM again 2 times this month REALLY?? I guess that's what stress does to you.
Dinner:
3 chicken Italian sausages(no bun) diced up with zucchini squash and hot peppers over white rice with either water or green tea 11pp

On the I'm going to try to persuade you tip have you every tried Lipton's diet green tea citrus 100% natural?? Its soooooo good!! and is 0 points its a healthy change from water.

Well this is a pretty long one so I'm going to wrap it up with I hope everyone had a good weekend and start of the new week and I hope everyones diet is going great. TTYL

Weigh In 8/27/11

I'm happy with my WI today considering the fact that I had a depressing crappy week. I lost 1 lb which brings me back down to 168.2 YAY! Total lost since the second week of Jan. 44 lbs. Not what I planned but still good. I hope my ww buddy did good today too we are so close to goal.

On other news I got my hair done which some of you may already know I went back to brown that's the only pic I have right now lol not a great one but I will post one later!

So school starts on Monday UGHHHH so not looking forward to it. Biology SUCKS lol I need to study my butt off and get a tutor I need a high b or an a I want my GPA to keep going up not staying the same or going down. I want a 4.0 or higher lol before I get to the actual nursing program :) so close just got to knock out this semester and 2 more Biology classes. I'm hoping to be in the program by summer or fall of 2012 this seems like its been forever already but its only been a year.

Well that's all for today I don't have anything that's really interesting to talk about so I hope all is well and everyone had great WI's this week. Stay motivated and keep moving forward. TTYL

Very depressing day

I for some reason was already depressed today about self esteem issues etc. and then I got news about a close friend of the family. He has stage four cancer basically all through his body and was told he will have 3-6 months to live depending on if he decides to have chemo. I couldnt believe it. I had dreams about this being his last thanksgiving or christmas not sure which one but i know there was a feast going on, anyway I had dreams about this but ignored them thinking I was just so worried i caused myself to have horrible dreams. This is crushing news which has made this a day from hell. I wanted him to be there for my graduation I wanted him to see I could and did do it! I lost my grandmother before my high school graduation which caused me to go to my lowest low and drop out of school and now him. WHY? sorry I am all teary eyes right now and can not type about this any more I just wanted to put that out there and the fact that when I got this news I seriously messed up with points REAL BAD! and I dont even care :( Please who ever is reading this I know you may want to say kind words that will "make me feel better"but if you write celebrate the life they have not how long they have left or something along those lines it will in deed just piss me off I hate to be cold and I appreciate the king gesture but Im selfish I guess that doesnt make me feel any better. Im gonna go now and leave it at that like I said sorry to be a cold hearted bitch but just wanted to save you your time. good night all im on my way to another glass of wine and a long path ahead of me of sorrow.

EH not so bad

I have done great all day but for some reason when it got near dinner time I found myself snacking :( not too bad though I think if I went over it was about 5 points at most Oh well... I did ride 18 miles so I think I will be ok. I feel great about this whole getting back on track and moving forward. I feel more energized during the day and can sleep better at night.... well for the most part lol

Me and Jonita have 19 lbs to lose to reach goal we are trying to support each other through here and good old google+ to get to our goal and maintain it so we can become LIFE TIME MEMBERS YAY!! We can do this I know we can. If we lost 2 lbs a week from now on we would reach goal by October 29th That would be amazing so not only would I be having my Halloween celebration I could be celebrating reaching goal with a great online companion :) Then we would go through maintenance for I believe it is 6 weeks?? and we have to stay within 1-2 lbs to our goal weight. WE CAN DO THIS!!!!! I'm excited I have someone to do this with and that is literally the same distance away from goal as I am. I do however have an extra .2 but no biggie.

How was everyones weekend? Hope all is well and everyone is doing great on their way to their goals! TTYL

Really Weight Watchers??

As I think all of you know already today is my WI day. Well I weighed in and lost absolutely nothing lol. I did actually lose weight I just don't know how much because my scale is off a couple lbs. I weighed myself after my cheating 2 weeks again and I gained either 3 or 4 lbs and when I weighed in today I was back at 169.2 This gives me hope for next WI. Now Your probably looking at my title and thinking well whats the problem with WW right? Here it is.... Me and my mother have been going to WW since the 2nd or 3rd week of Jan. of 2011. My mom has always been able to go in every month to every month and a half and WI and they never said anything. So she goes to WI with me today  (4 weeks later) and they tell her not only does she have to pay the 14 for today but she has to pay 14 for each week she missed up to now WHAT???  IS THIS PAY AS YOU GO??? I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE POINT SO YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO EVERY WEEK?!?!?!?!?!?! So needless to say unless I can afford another 39.95 a month and get her to come to WI every weekend I lost my WW buddy :( WHY???? just when I was getting back on point. Go figure.

Today was a depressing day I got bad news about a close friend of the family I ate completely like shit. I mean today usually is my cheat day but for some reason I felt bad about it, and I didn't get to ride my bike as of now. Maybe I will try to get it in later who knows.

So how was everyone elses WI if they had one today and if not how has your day/week been going? I hope all is well and everyone is getting their work outs in.

I reached it!

Today I hopped my butt on my bike again (stationary if I never said that) and peddled another 17 miles which brought me to a grand total of 101 miles in just 6 days/6 hours. YAY!! I did it!! I'm so proud of myself I don't think I have ever did that many miles in a week on any machine. I am hoping I have got back to my 168 tomorrow at WI and knocked off everything I may have gained. That would be nice and I am crossing my fingers for it.

I was watching TV and I keep seeing these commercials for these cookies that are "Good for you" called whonu? and decided to give them a try. They are pretty darn good lol. They have 20 different vitamins and minerals the same amount of fiber as a bowl of cereal and all kinds of stuff read up on it and try them some time they are pretty tasty.

Sorry but I am going to keep this overly short for me because I am so tired and just want to relax, and I don't have much to say either lol I am anxious about tomorrow. Hope all is well with everyone! TTYT so I can write about my WI. Wish me luck!