Do Not Quit

Sunday, October 2, 2011

cdcc 10/1/11

I am on a roller coaster. Seriously my weight keeps going up and down and up and down. I can not wait until the 15th so I have more me time, which means more exercise time and more planning meals. Last week I was 168.8 and now once again I gained and am at 169.8 WHY?!?!?! lol I know why just cant seem to help it much with not time to myself. My schedule consists of waking up at 7 getting my daughter bathed and dressed for school making her breakfast and feeding babies. At 9 I take my daughter to school try to get babies to take a nap so I can do some homework and studying which let me tell you when one sleeps the other is wide awake and craving attention. This goes on until 11 30 when I pick up my daughter from school and then I start to get ready for school myself and fix lunch for me and my daughter and feed the babies again. At 12 30 I leave out to school and am there until 4 which then I ride home to make dinner and be back to school by 5 45 until 7 30 from there I drive home pick up my mom and we go to our cleaning job from 8 30 til 11 then I come home take a shower and try to study some more and wait to see if the babies wake up again. I usually don't get to sleep until 1 am and then wake up at 7 and do everything again but on Tues. and Thurs. its a little different. UGHHHH!! so exhausting!!! Only 2 more weeks though and I'M FREE!!!!!!!!!!

So I did drink plenty of water but did not stay on calorie as I should of. I also have yet to have time to sit down and read my chicken soup book. I hope to get to this soon I love these books so much. As I said last time though I love my 400 calorie book. I also was slacking in exercise this week too. I only exercised probably 2 times this week and nothing too exciting either. I feel disgusted in myself eww lol I have noticed that my first post I posted I wear a size 10 pants now and a size 8 dress.... well I have noticed that's was only true with stretch pants and and only certain dresses. so I think I will be changing my goal dress size to an official 8 or a 6 in the same brand dress I have now that already fit me. If that makes sense lol. I know from experience V.S. dresses are a little on the smaller side so I don't want to have a goal I know wont happen.

Well I hope everyone else had a great WI and a great week! Sorry for the long post and I promise give me 2 weeks and I will be back and stronger than ever, but for now I'm on a roller coaster ride. TTYL

8 comments:

  1. 400 calorie book? Sounds like a gem. Routine is so important.... hope you have a good week!

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  2. I can't imagine how stressful all that is but hang in there. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Keep your head up and things will get easier. Keep striving for what you want.

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  3. That's one busy schedule they you have my friend. Just do what you can do and soon things will calm down a bit.
    Take care of yourself also. Your family needs you so try and get a little bit more sleep. Blessings and good luck this week.

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  4. I know EXACTLY what's going on.. but we just have to keep going right? And do what we can with the time that we have. I hope you find to do a little something these next two weeks. Your schedule sounds hectic. Good luck!

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  5. That is really crazy busy! Sounds like that rest in two weeks will realllly do you some good! Keep doing your best. :)

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  6. Wow.... I remember these days. They fly by. Just do the best that you can. Stress can make weight loss more difficult.

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  7. That is one busy schedule! I don´t know how you do it. But keep your head up, like you said...the end is in sight.

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  8. You are doing good with how busy you are. I look forward to seeing you drop some big lbs in the next few weeks!

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